莫文蔚-如果沒有你

你说呢？

好像不太接受得了，但也论不到我说什么？你说呢？你开心吗？真开心吗？有时候太执着，痛苦的永远是自己，放不下，痛苦的也是自己。你好吗？真好吗？一张张漂亮的脸孔，看的我心好寒，好寒.... 是这样的吗？应该是这样的吗？不是说好的吗？你说呢？我常对自己说，我只要你快乐，真的只要你快乐, 可是看见你快乐，分享不了，我的心为何回痛？如果我说了不一样的话，今天的我会看见不一样的我和你吗？会有不同吗？你说呢？会吗？





我还是会祝福你，永远快乐

It can really stress u out~

I seriously do not like the idea of collecting students's money for any purposes... it can really stress you out!!! for the total $ for the books i order for my students from China BeiJing costing more than 12k in total... i can't even take a single WHAT IF... thankfully... the books hv finally arrived after more then 2 months of waiting due to Chinese New Year last month. :)

Work load as a teacher... If it is only TEACHING is already heavy... imagine all these paper work, from record books to preparing materials and all school affairs meeting, open house, sports day, etc etc and etc...

and the thing that is utmost stress factors is when the school call for a meeting for an hour every now and then... sigh... wondering what's going to be in the meeting today is stressing me out!

阿牛陈庆祥 一点点

在你心中我只剩下一点点
我站在你即将遗忘的边缘
怎么我还不想看清这一切
你早已经不留恋
我不应该再想念
第几个失眠的夜我也没发觉
这房间冷清了一点点
你提分开的那天阳光很刺眼
我并不是无所谓
时间从来没出声
它静静等谁改变
一年之前 差一步或许就有缘
有过幸福我就不埋怨
在你心中我只剩下一点点
我站在你即将遗忘的边缘
怎么我还不想看清这一切
你早已经不留恋
我不应该再想念
第几个失眠的夜我也没发觉
这房间冷清了一点点
你提分开的那天阳光很刺眼
我并不是无所谓
在你心中我只剩下一点点
我站在你即将遗忘的边缘
怎么我还不想看清这一切
你早已经不留恋
我不应该再想念
在我心中你也还剩一点点
藏在我心房里面的最里面
当你已经找到新的甜苦依恋
我会更努力一点
寂寞不被任何人发现

开学了

好不开心，好不好不好不开心。。会不会是肚子饿了？问天会不会有答案？五号，今天五好了，开学第三天。越教越迷惘，越教越彷徨。。看着他们的脸孔，还真的有些后悔，后悔踏上这条回不了头的路。对了吗？错了吗？ 我不能每天都这样回头看，只能往前去， 前面的路可好走？可我好像不是在找好走的路，不是吗？深深的呼吸，想想，我其实不过是个过客，来匆匆的，去也匆匆，别在固执，人生不过是如此而已，别老想着那让我不开心的人与物。

A new Chapter..

Another year has past, this time, the year ended fast and started rush.. days before new year was packed with meetings, and new year started with best friend wedding and followed by school reopen. I miss my younger students. I have started working in a new school (again). This time, i hope I will never need to change my work place for the next at least 5 years. I hate moving around.

This year, i will be teaching form 1-3 mandarin, class mandarin standard is huge, i have the majority of at least 60% of them who can speak n read mandarin and the other half who can't even understand a single word.

Guess all international or private school mandarin teacher faces the same problems i have. Sometimes i really question myself and i am really not sure if i am in the correct field. At least, i am thankful and glad that i am out from government school, and seriously salute all temporary teachers who are still trying and hanging on there. you guys are just so amazing and tolerating.

updates on student who refuse to do his homework.

I warned him on Thursday last week, threaten to move his table n chair out the classroom if his work is not completed on the following day. Expected, this boy did not even bother to wrote a single word in his workbook. at 8am in the morning, I moved his table and chair out the classroom, shock and panic, he finished all his pending work that day and woola! all homework was completed and passed up today. hopefully this will last until end of the year.. or as long as possible.

Students who refuse to do their homework

I am not trained to be a teachers, as much as i love to teach.. I'm yet to trained to be one. I have one unique student in class who just refuse to do homework, no matter how nice to talk to him, how angry you shout at him, or even, buy gifts for him if he complete his work.

He is the second child at home, he has a full time mother of 4 sons, but yet, with such terrible attitude and behaviors... sometimes, the teachers would just lose temper and shout, he don't care... sometimes the teachers calm and talk to him nicely, like talking to baby, he will still refuse to do it, and sometimes, just normal chat. and he will also do nothing about it. Parents would even come to school and tell the teachers that his son doesn't do him HOMEWORK... well.. .WE CALLED THAT HOMEWORK for a reason, it is suppose to be completed at home, not in the class. We need to do CLASSWORK when in the classroom!

so... who's fault it is, could it be the 7-8 years old or could be the teachers or could it be the parents? or the environment? shouldn't be the environment because everyone else will do their homework. I do not know.. seriously, i am sick of child like this.. parents who refuse to teach or guide at home, expecting all work including the welfare of the child should be done by teachers.. i am sorry but to inform all parents who are reading this blog, as mush as, as far as the teachers would love to guide your child, please do remember, we have other 20-30 students in the class who equally needs the attention in the class.

since i started my teaching career, my patients has been tested everyday, everyday i realise more that i have under estimated my patients with children, but this one particular child has just pushed it.. and i cannot forgive myself every time i feel like telling myself to give up.. because, if i give up on him, no one else can help him.. how can i make him realise that we really do care and it is for his own benefits?

and parents, if you cannot teach your child, at least, you help the one who is helping you and working hard for your child.

教总教育资讯网 - 致函教育部，以反映有关假期师训班的事宜

教总教育资讯网 - 致函教育部，以反映有关假期师训班的事宜

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